We cancelled our Cancun vacation.  Ariana has developed a bad case of stranger anxiety and won't let anybody hold her beside Mommy. 

Ariana is sitting in her swing and giggling at The Incredibles on TV.  She's sooo cute!!!

I'm totally obsessed with my weight.  I want to tone my arms, thighs and flatten my tummy...FAST!  I have about 3 months to shed 15 lbs. and that doesn't seem to be a realistic goal for me right now .  I want to look good in a swimsuit!  I feel ugly right now.  I'm so stressed out about this Cancun thing.  It's supposed to be a relaxing and fun vacation/honeymoon, but I don't think I can relax and enjoy Cancun without worrying about Ariana and missing her.  She'll be staying with my in-law while we're gone.  It makes me feel very uneasy leaving her for a week, but Ryan really wants to do this because we never had a real honeymoon.  On top of my weight issue, I have nothing to wear!! Blah!