Our one year anniversary is two days away.  Time is slipping away from me.  Ryan surprised me with a diamond ring for our anniversary.  He spends way too much money on me and honestly I don't think I deserve it.  I'm making tremendous progress with my OCD.  We're a lot happier now than we had ever been.  I realized how incredibly lucky I am to have an amazing guy who loves me the way Ryan does.  I was too self-absorbed to see it before.  I'm about 15% to full recovery, and it won't take long for me to completely focus on our marriage and get on with our lives.