I was up half the night last night...just thinking.  Seems like I'm doing a lot of that as of late.  I don't think I'm depressed.  I'm just stressed out about money and I think about it too much when I'm awake, so I sleep a lot to break away from the problem.  Ryan doesn't seem to understand.  He takes everything so personal.  He said I piss him off when I stress over money, and that it makes him feel "inadequate". 

Ariana had made another milestone...She took her first steps on Friday!!  I was feeding Ari her lunch when she stood up and took 6 steps, fell down, then she got up and walked 7 steps before she fell head first onto the carpet.  I'm so proud of her.